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Post by sydney l'amore on Mar 12, 2007 8:35:11 GMT -5
 NAME:
Sydney L'amore
AGE:
Twenty
GENDER:
Female
DESCRIPTION:
classic beauty. Sydney is what you'd call a baby face, or if thats the term that you use. she's a sweetheart in appearance, but she has that sexy knock to her, its probably the way she walks and talks. yes she does like to strut her stuff but thats not how it always comes across. a lot of people who technically act as she often does once she's relaxed wear skimpy clothing which looks considerably cheap but thats not Sydney, even if it was a bargin, she wont buy it if it will make her look anything near cheap.
overall shes what many would consider pretty, but does she actually do it. is the reason for how she is because of how she see's herself. she's got the body shape of someone who tends to look after themselves and eat healthy, maybe not eat much at all. no she isn't skin and bones, but she doesnt have much fat bits upon her but her general curves. okay so shes not the best endowned person in the breast department as some people, especially in modern day society where most girls are all plastic anyway, and yes, she would consider a boob job, infact she has already considered it and would most definatly take the chance if she ever really seriously had it. she has a shapely body, but its toned, not skin and bone but general muscle from looking after herself. her stomach isn't concave, its flat, but shes not perfect and it takes a lot of dancing to keep it like that, shes normal, eat too much and stop exercising and she puts it all back on, from the stomach to the bum to the thighs. her legs are slender, long and lean and she is roughly five foot five inches. her bottom is shaped, but that's because she has special movements in her routines to work and exercise the muscles. overall, yes, she looks in good shape, because she is, but if she stops working on it, it'll disappear and she'll loose her shape, okay so it wont happen if she stops exercising for a week, but you get what i'm saying, and beside's, she seems to be doing something constantly to keep an eye on her weight. yeah, she reads many magazines, and the size zero trend makes her sick but she doesn't want to be over weight, its just general society views now that effect her too like many other millions of women worldwide.
Sydney's hair is something which she always likes to change the style of, no she hates having it cut anything above an inch unless the ends are completely dead and she needs it doing, but she won't change the actual hair style but she enjoys sitting down and styling it in a new way. she does have patience to do it, and her hair isn't the type which she can just run mouse through and it stay curled for hours, she usually has to use styling products, and yes in wet weather or sticky environments it does start to kink and she does start to moan, but don't be suprised if she's got it tied back one minute and then curled a few hours later. Oh, its also a chocolate brown. Her eyes are also something she really does take pride on, she loves her brown gems. they're something she really does enjoy decorating with makeup when she gets the chance, of course she wears a lot of make up, a lot of make up sometimes but her eyes are always the best, undoubtably its the feature she spends the most time on. She's also a size eight, she finds it a comfortable size, she has dropped lower but she found she lost her curves and she didn't like it, she sometimes does waver to a ten, depending on the designer, but shes not embarrassed by it, even she knows all sizes are different.
She's not perfect, even she will admit that, she doesn't think her breasts are anywhere near big enough, and she has a scar upon the side of her hip, just lower than her trouser line from when she was attacked, but we won't go there.
Sydney always looks pretty. maybe pretty is an understatement, but whatever she wears she can usually pull it off. of course she will admit that sometimes she has had some fashion disasters, but everyone has and anyone who said they hadn't would be lying. she's tried out latest fashions over her many years and she now knows what suits her. she isn't emo, she isn't punk, gothic or anything like that. if your someone who puts labels to people or judge as stereotypes you could say that she is a townie or trendy. she likes her skinny fit jeans a little longer so she can turn them up at the bottom if she wears them with shoes but she will usually only wear them with boots as the design suits her figure. she loves to wear shorts, but only these new designs, not those old fashioned high waisted shorts. you can probably guess she's pretty trendy and she knows what she likes, she also likes these footless tights, but really she doesn't need to wear them as her legs are nice as they are. baggy jeans also suit her, boyfit and design, because of her gentle curves she can pull them off as they fall from her waist. she wears anything, but usually leaves her joggers and slummy t shirts to the house. she likes to accessorize with belts, ear-rings, necklaces, rings and other things. shes got no addictions, like shoes or bags, even if she does have a lot of them she doesn't have too many, she has none pair which suits five or six outfits, not five pairs which suit one outfit. she doesn't spend all her money on clothes, and although she wears outfits which look like they cost a lot you could probably be mistaken as she likes highstreet shops such as newlook.
PERSONALITY:
Sydney is a very happy go lucky bubbley girl. she has had a lot of drama in her life and that probably results to how she is now, but that doesn't make her any less or more of a woman. shes got soft spots like everyone else and hurtful names do get to her. yes yes, sticks and stones etc but no, words do hurt.
happy; she's happy when shes not mad at herself, but when she is happy she's like the following: shes one of these people who will take a dare and go through with it. shes one fo these 'don't dare me' people because she loves to act up to it, and if you dare her to do something, it is probably likely that she will do it if she feels comfortable enough to do so. she's always smiling and certainly always laughing, its infectious. shes got a smile that brightens up her entire face, reaching her eyes and causing them to twinkle in that beautiful entrancing way. small things make her happy, like a hug from a friend or watching some romantic movie, but shes at her happiest when she's doing things which she loves such as clubbing, flirting with guys and getting her own way.
flirtious; hum, yeah. shes a real flirt, its almost natural, it just comes with her. shes so friendly that it often turns into flirting, even when it is completely harmless. she'll call you cutie, sweetie, hottie, all those things and she'll not even blink or blush due to it being such a common thing for her. no she isn't some whore who is all that and then doesn't follow through, she opens her legs to people who she fancies and isn't afraid to admit that she enjoys a good, wild sex life, because she is young, has a lot of energy, gets a lot of guys attention and she has all the time in the world and only herself to think about. why shouldn't she flirt with guys, get dirty dancing on the dance floor and snog behind the club. everyone has done it at some point, she just does it a lot. but no, shes not a whore. she doesn't sleep with someone just because she can or has to, she has to fancy them and they have to have a promise to them.
kinky; haha, well if thats the right word then hell yes. this girl has seriously got it in her. like she says, its not how you get up its how you get down. she's a rather sexy girl, and even if she doesn't throw herself at every walking man who's sex on legs she does have that saucy side to her. she's not afraid to dress up, strip down and role play with a guy. she doesn't mind chains, blindfolds or anything and she loves to have sex in places where she could get caughty. she's sexy, she often has a lot of sexy things to say and she can really spice things up. this is actually though, her private life. she's usually not so kinky with people she just has random shags with, usually they're her friends with benifits or someone she feels really comfortable with, or that she just plain fancies. yeah, shes a sexy girl looking for a guy to meet her needs really.
angry; actually, shes not that bad. her anger has stopped getting the better of her, but if she is pushed she never hesitates to fight. no she isn't a girly fighter, she throws real punches and will deck you to the ground. of course she uses nails and pulls hair, it hurts the most, every girl knows that, but don't be suprised if you get a broken nose. she may have a nasty tongue and her words can be poisonous at times, but you probably deserve it if she has a go at you. she doens't do it for no reason.
x loves
<3 fun, kisses, cuddles, flirting, alcohol, socialising, clubbing, men, intimacey, sex, men, fast cars, clubbing, dancing, kittens, puppies, sexy clothing, sex, dares, men. <3
x hates
</3 rapists, abusers, pushy people, fish, tomatoes, celery, milk on it's own, honey, abusers, loud people, snobs, sluts, geeky people. </3
HISTORY:
When your mother is a whore it isn't suprising that you don't know who your real dad is. That was the case for Sydney as she was growing up. She grew up with her mother and her older brother and of course all of the countless men who tried to make an impression on their life. Ever since Sydney can remember she cannot remember her mother never being with a guy. It was hard when you were five and you could hear moans and screams coming from your mummys room and you couldn't understand what was happening. As she grew older, she became aware of it all and she became aware of the arseholes her mother brought home. There was countless bastards who beat her mother black and blue and then turned on them. It was when she got older things started to change.
Her brother was having none of it, he was fed up of his mother and how her boyfriends also took their temper out on Sydney because she couldn't defend herself. So, when she was thirteen and already having too much contact with drugs, alcohol smoking and guys he took her away from their mother and he moved her and himself in with a friend of his one hundred and eighteen miles from home. It was all supposed to be a fresh start. She was to apply to a school, he was to work and they would sort their life out without their mother screwing it up and the men hurting them emotionally and physically.
Everything was going fine, for the first six months it seemed things were really changing. She was making a go at things and her grades at school were improving - plus she'd stopped with the drinking. Her brothers friend was away on a army course, and he returned just before her fifteenth birthday. He had brought her many gifts, and it had confused the hell out of her but she accepted them politely like anyone else would do - even with the confusion. So, it turns out he was grooming her. She noticed changes about a month of two after he had returned and settled in. He'd ask her to watch Movies with him, go down to the shop and he would often play fight and get far too close for her comfort. He'd touch her, sometimes places where she didn't want him to but she never told her brother and she'd just tell him to back off.
But one night he didn't back off. Her brother had gone out with a girl he had been dating and she was left alone. She was in the kitchen getting some icecream when she felt him press himself up behind her. She spun and his eyes looked so evil, she tried to pull away from him, to ask him what he was doing but she had no time. Her skirt was up over her hips before she knew it he had shoved her down on the kitchen floor. She tried to get him to stop, beg him to stop, and he didn't, he raped her over and over until he got tired with her.
The nightmare lasted, it lasted until she was sixteen and she finally plucked up the courage to run away. The thing was, he wouldn't let her, and he grabbed her in the drive, dragging her into the garage - thats when her brother turned up. He was furious, he beat the guy black and blue - he never knew the full story, he didn't know he'd actually raped her many many countless times before so brutally and savagely. So they left, they basically ran away. She has worked as a dancer since, lying about her age and doing so many things she is not proud of, but thats her life now. She has no worth.
PICTURE:
MODEL:
Sophia Bush
SAMPLE POST:
River's first thoughts were actually that he was going to stay laid down there in the very shallow surf, had she shocked him so badly? She smirked, quite satisfied with her actions. He had completely shocked her, so she'd got him back. That was often how they worked, one of them did something and the other had to get them back. Its was made them so playful in a sense. She was sure they'd never argued yet, she was glad, she really wasn't looked forward to their first arguement which was why whenever they got into a discussion that could possibly turn that way both always seemed to back down. Plus, what did they have to argue about? Their favorite basketball teams or TV programme, that was all just playful and harmless argueing.
When he got to his feet she had looked away, knowing he was coming in with her was just enough, but she had to admit, she had basically got very close to actually giving him a kiss to tease him that little bit more, and when she had come to do it she had been so drawn in upon those gorgeous lips that she had almost shocked herself and stopped herself for the reason she didn't want those feelings coming back which she had buried weeks ago when she first got to know him. Hell, she was sure if they had done that in the first week of meeting she would have made a good move on him, but she just didn't want to ruin their friendship, she loved it the way it was and would never change it. Plus she didn't even dare take that risk. He was her guy, she was his girl. He'd be too shocked if she had done such a thing.
Even she couldn't deny that their flirting in the past two minutes had just reached another degree. But it was all harmless and innocent right? She didn't even care to be truthful. She didn't know why she didn't care, probably because she knew that it wouldn't effect their friendship in anyway at all. They were too good of friends, even within just a month or a little bit longer of knowing each other. He was like, at the minute someone she would go to whenever she was upset, when she was angry and needed someone to talk sense into her, or just when she felt homesick and she needed someone to be there with her. She could tell him anything, she could share secrets with him, gossip with him, lay with him on a sofa and just chill. They could even come to the beach, flirt and have a great time and be even better friends at the end of it.
Once again, he proved he could shock her even more, and she could shock herself come to that matter. As his hands slid around her, and his body came flush up against his she didn't do anything, it was normal for them to share a hug. But as his hands began to travel south on her body and his finger tips brushed the top of her bikini bottoms she was almost about to grab his hands. She didn't want his hands to go any further. Why? Because even such motions with his fingers down her stomach like that were sending tingles all around her body, setting her alight and realitively almost turning her on, and if they moved any further, she would sure as hell be completely turned on. Come on, girls got turned on as well, even by the simplest(sp?) things like this. Well, he was a hot guy, she'd even told him that before, or she thought so.
His breath was warm on her neck and she shivered slightly. What was he doing? She really didn't know what to do. If this was another little playful game to try and win it all over he had won. But she found her head coming back onto his shoulder, or chest, because she wasn't quite as tall as he was. But then again, it was because she felt comfortable doing so. But as he spoke she brought her head up quite quickly. Was he teasing now or was he being serious? Oh god. Oh god please let him be teasing. This wasn't fair. He couldn't ask her that. He couldn't. All those sexual feelings towards him would come back out, the ones she had burried when they had first met. Oh shit. Then he kissed her neck. Well, it was slightly like the old saying it was the last straw to break the camals back, or something like that anyway.
She could say no? She didn't want to. But did she have to? She was sure he was being serious now. But why, why had he done thi.... She stopped, oh shit, had she flirted too much? Had she led him on? But, she had just given back as good as what she had got from him. He began to kiss her neck more and she found her thoughts drifting to something lets just say, dirtier than they should be. He knew of her promiscuous past, she had told him so, but she had also expressed how ashamed she had been of herself, and she'd discovered he actually used to be more so than her, but he had never told her why he had given up sex. Jesus. This was like a test for her.
Her body had completely decided it wanted him, while her mind was trying to control her. She didn't have any feelings towards him lately, but that was because she had burried them, but even then they had been just completely sexual. Of course she loved him, but not that kind of romantic love, she didn't even know if she had crushed on him. Of course he was hot, and god she wouldn't say no. STOP!! She moved her body slightly. Well, if one thing was for certain he had finally shut her up. She didn't know if she'd even been silent for so long. His kisses ran along her shoulder. Jesus, was he seducing her? Because if he was, and if this was just the start then she was terrified of when he really could turn it on, he'd have her in the palm of his hand.
"Talan your my best friend." She told him, but her body screamed out that she wanted him. She had to regain control of herself. He was her best friend, he was her guy. Could their friendship not be ruined by the sexual feelings he was now bringing up, the lust. It hadn't been long for her, three weeks, but it had been a year for him. But she was sure he'd almost slipped up a few times and got slightly dirty with girls, he had to have done, otherwise jeez, he had amazing will power. Her body tingled, she did infact want him, of course she did, she had known that from the second he thrust her out of her air just a few minutes ago. But she was his best friend, and she knew that it was wrong.
"Oh god Talan!" She laughed, and she turned herself in his gentle hold around to face him, so his hands would rotate to the very bottom of her back, her hand came up to his chest, her fingers spread out across it and her head tilted and she smiled up to him. "I'd be lying if i said i didn't want to." She told him with a sexy little smile, just incase he might get slightly irked at her. "But your my best friend. Would it change anything?" She asked him, her brown eyes looking to his. But then again, was this just because of all their flirtious behaviour today, had she led him onto thinking he wanted to ask her on a date and would he regret it when his mind was clear, because lets face it, hers was certainly not clear, she was turned on more than just slightly by his actions and her mind was clouded with realitively sexual thoughts now. It was the way he had touched her.
A wave lapped at her knees and she came more into his body, like he had done when he had approached her from behind. Her other hand placed on his waist for the simple fact she didn't know where else to put it, because she felt stupid with it just hanging there. If they went on a date, would their flirting get too much? Would he seduce her, or would she lead him on? God, she didn't care. But then again her mind was telling her she did. She was slightly torn, her body screamed for him, yet her mind told her to be sensible. But screw sensible. He was her best friend. Nothing could come between them right? Her hips moved against his as she placed her feet down on the under water sandy bedding once again to steady herself if another wave came. Her hips slightly ground into his. God!!!!!! She was so exually frustrated right now, and it was all his fault. She smirked rather kinkily at that thought.
Her brown eyes had come away from his for a moment to look around them, her head following the motion as she watched as a surfer narrowaly missed them causing her to jolt her body away slightly before smiling, and turning her gaze back onto him. This was wrong. So wrong. He was her best friend. Maybe it was because they were still realitvely new to each other, she was searching for an excuse, yet all the time her body yearned for him again, wanting him to touch her again, god, she needed this dirty thoughts out of her mind right now. But she couldn't just walk away and then later say, 'oh sorry i didn't mean to leave its just you had me so turned on i wanted to fuck you' could she? But eh, that was the truth, yet she knew she couldn't, it would be so very wrong, she wanted to be his best friend, not really his girlfriend or benifits thing, if she was his girlfriend or thing there was a chance she'd loose him, she didn't want that. Best friends and flirting, that was much better and it didn't pose any other threat. Screw that though, her mind almost told her.
Damn you talan and your gorgeous looks and seductive ways.
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